im posting this post to let out my emotions.

i know, i have been doing many stupid things this time.

but its all just for a simple reason.

for you.

the terrible truth that keep haunting me these few days.

i hate to say it, but i really hate to see those days come.

i dun wanna lose u baby.

i hate it. i hate those feelings!

i nid to let those feelings out!

 

 

sorry if anyone dun understand.

juz kinda in a bad mood now.

woah... almost one month nv post le..

lol.. partly was lazy and partly was due to exams too..

almost forgot my user. lol

baby forgot too. haha!

well, examination results are out.

not really sastifying though. :(

nvm bah. still gt nxt year:) dun retain can le:)

baby is goin to sit for her 'o's soon le.

i hope she scores well!

she must.

lol...

tml goin through more paper le..

hope tml is my 'A's day. haha!

shall turn in early tonite:) i miss baby:(

 

 

third month with baby! hahah!

time seems to past so fast yeah..

so fast third month le wor...

lol... went to study in the morning..

no choice lah:( baby de 'o's coming le..

must really study le...

study for awhile then bus-ed down to jp wif baby and quennie.

quennie then went to find her family for dinner while me and baby went to celebrate!

went to new york new york to make a reservation first..

then went to shop around then went back to new york to have our meal:)

bought baby's favourite, the roasted  mushroom capuccino.

then we ordered a seafood platter for two:)

wow had a fun time eating it man! super nice!

hahah... so many stuff to eat..

but price also alot T.T

50 plus dollar:(

but its alright lah:) third month mah... so its alright:)

then went to shop again after that... 

baby say she gonna buy smth for me but she dun wanna tell me:(

argh! i wanna know! argh!

lol... i gonna buy new specs with baby tgt:) whee!

i love baby! hahah!

i don't think you'll ever understand
the way you make me feel
even though it might not always show.
i sware to you, that it is real.

I laugh all the time,
you make me smile more then you know.
And whenever its time to say goodbye
i just cant let you go.

if i seem a little attached
or maybe just to close.
its because I'm scared to lose you
the gal i love the most.

i can sit in my room every night
and stare at my ceiling
but no words come to mind
when i try to describe this feeling.

we part,
and I simply cannot explain
how the second that you're gone
i go completely insane.

When you say those words
to my face and touch my skin
when you look into my eyes
I cant describe this trance you put me in.

Its you that comes to mind
When i think of being happy
Any other gals from the distant past
Mean absolutely nothing to me!

I love you for not only who you are
but who i am with you..
I love you for what you're making of yourself
and what you're making of me.

You bring out a side of me i never thought i knew.
The simple kisses on the lips and secret smiles
the way we look at each other.
Our love will be worth while!
<333 
 i love u baby!

studied at baby hse today..

hohoho...

studied bio...

look at the time now... 3 le..

only studied for 3 hours and my dear baby is sleeping le.

lol... guess she must be kinda tired after eating the medicine...

so i shall let her sleep! i am so kind. hahah

meanwhile, i shall use the chance to use her com!!

lol.. yeah!

whee! had a day out with baby:)

well, at least i enjoyed myself:)

i hoped baby enjoyed herself too.

we went to study at vivo first.

needed to finish fatty phua homework.

we were like finding wad place to study at lah. lol

vivo was so crowdemd today:( diff to find place.

at last! we found one at starbucks.

odered the coffee there and muffin then sat down to study/.

talked for one hr and then study for the nxt hr plus. lol

then went to watch g-force wif baby le.

3d eh! haha. nt bad a show-)

well maybe is cuz i watched wif baby bah:)

loved watching movie wif baby:)

i love baby<3

Loving you always be the sweetest
Thing I have ever done, Cause
I love you since I met you,
Since the first time I saw you

Without you, my life will be empty
I know, I will be lost without you
My love, I always love you….

You always help me, baby
With my all my troubles
And I’d the same for you
If I said, no one care about me
You always say, you do…
I’ve fallen in love with you
And I never let you go
I love you more than anyone
I just have to let you know

My feelings for you never change
Just remember one thing
Every day passes by
I hope you won’t go
As long as I shall live
I’ll always keep you dear
Anytime you need me
I’ll be there, with open arms
To set you free, I told you so
I’ll always love you through the years

There is another secret
That is killing my heart
One that make me realize
You make me a whole
And no matter how hard I fall
Or how bad I felt on my knees
I’ll still get up to hold you
Loving you for all eternity
And smiling through all my tears
Because my heart will be empty without you
And I know, I will be lost without you
My love, I always love you!!!

back to post le:)

haha... mama is outside now:(

i nid my dinner! arh! mama faster come home!

lol...

had a tiff with baby just now:(

haiz, maybe quarrels are common between couples,

but i really want us to quarrel lesser:)

but i believe baby and i will do it de:)

sorry baby for pushing u to him.

i really dun wanna lose u, u know baby.

baby i just wanna tell you this, i love you!

ps. rmb concentrate on yr studies k:) love ya:)

 

i miss baby:(

i wanna see her now:(

i want to be with her forever!

i miss baby!

 

The bad things in life
open your eyes to the good things
you weren't paying attention to before.

The first time my heart was broken 
I thought I was through;
I swore I'd never love again 
and believe me this was true, 
but when you walked into my life
the second your eyes met mine,
I knew you were worth loving,
just like before,
just like the first time.

I would rather have
one smell of her hair 
or one touch of her hand
than an eternity without it.

It's true we don't know 
what we've got until its gone,
but we don't know
what we've been missing until it arrives.

I did three things today; 
miss you, miss you,
and miss you.

I may not get to see you as often as I like.
I may not get to hold 
you in my arms all through the night.
But deep in my heart I truly know, 
you're the one that I love, 
and I can't let you go.

No matter how many times 
I try and move on, 
my heart always takes
me back here to you

Where you used to be,
there is a hole in the world, 
which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, 
and falling in at night. I miss you like hell.

I miss you like the sun misses the flowers, 
like the sun misses the flowers in the depths of winter,
instead of beauty to direct it's light to,
the heart hardens like the frozen world which your absence has banished me to.

Forever is not today, 
not tomorrow or a century that will come, 
but a lifetime.

Once in awhile right in the 
middle of an ordinary life love gives us a fairy tale.

You know it's love when 
he tells you that you look gorgeous first thing in the morning;
after a hard night out!

Thinking of you is easy - I do it every day. 
Missing you is the heartache, 
that never goes away.

For five minutes with you,
I'd drive for a week. 
A minute spent in the embrace of 
my lover is equivalent to an eternity of joy!

Loving you is like a picture with a thousand words.

The words "I love you" are not for anyone
to say from their mouth to their beloved one.
It's a feeling that you can whisper to each 
other from heart-to-heart without saying it aloud.

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'

In dreams and in love there are no impossibilities.

wooo... here to post as promised to baby.

haha... think it will be a kinda short post bah?

hmmm.. actually supposed to rebond hair today de.

was so excited then my fucked up mother say she dun wanna pay for it and dun let me rebond today le.

haiz. nvm bah. juz have to wait till like either tml or wed?

maybe gonna do it either one of these days.

i wanna do it fast fast.

hmmm... i want 7th to come faster

i want more money! very hard up on cash:(

haiz, wad to do? just have to wait los:(

any kind soul want sponsor me money? haha!

ho..... posting so late at night again,

or rather, morning le. lol.

argh! goin work tml le:( sad... cannot see baby le.

i just miss baby so so much.

haiz, today down with flu and sore throat.

but still went for bio oral at school.

total killer man><

teachers ask question i juz say i dunno...

sure fail de. wish me luck people. lol

went to play majong at quennie hse aft oral....

super funny man.

dunno playing majong or watching comedy. lol

stupid jab keep burping...

lol

well, supposed to reach hm at 9 but in the end i reached at 11:(

got scolded as usual... lol

lost 5 dollars today:( haiz...

well i guess i shall slp early today?

hope that my flu and sore throat will go away...

nid work 11 hours tml sia...

i nid some serious rest... lol

ho.... supposed to be studying now but i guess i shall take a break bah? haha. 9 chapts eh. haiz. baby is studying her chem now. she has lots to learn. haiz. y am i nt born earlier then i can be sec 4 and teach baby haiz. hope i can teach baby all that i know bah. studied today again. bio as usual as tml is bio oral. hope i score well? but i seem to forget most details from the past chapts:( haiz, wad to do! someone teach me!

boooooooo!!!!!!!!!!! second post of the blog. cool eh. hahaha. went to study wif baby today two people only:) hahah! taught her abt chem. i think she understand le bah:) hope baby can do well in her 'o's :) i wanna help baby in all ways that i can:) i love u baby! argh! thursday got bio oral... help help.9 chapt. who can help!!!!!!!!!